Not Afraid AnyMore

Ya the monster is there but i am not afraid anymore , i mean i can't stop anyone from liking anyone . All i can do is open my heart up and leave the rest to the person upstairs , so i dont fear the monster anymore .

so this is what i scribbled some days ago on my cell , thats what i am half of my writings are first done on my cell my NokiA 1100 --- really love you . u r my notepad

coming back to the lines

So many things go through my mind ,
when i think of you,
how will it be with you,
what will i do without you
in the end
i am just happy to know you ...

yup , whatever has to happen will happen , life will move on it doesn't stop for anyone but i'll always be there for her

Will die without you

i had a dream,

in which there were just me & you,

to me you were my world.

evrybody left us,

but still with you

my world was perfect

then from somewhere came

a monster ,

whom i could not overpower,

he told me he wants to take you

but i decided

i will die

but not let her take you

for i am all but

finished about you

just can't let you go !!

this is for the most beautiful person in my life , i hope we'll be friends forever and the monster will never take you ...

SoMe QuoTEs

Ok people life has been pretty kind on me in last few days , i mean i won Graffiti contest among 60 odd enteries it was one crazy thing as i bunked a class to participate in this competition .Normally i am a study & study -- in short Borin sort of guy . Anyways i was lucky to win it but no i am not writing that winning quote here but i am writing some of ones which i wrote over the last weekend , and there are stuck on a chart right behind my bed . So here are some of these . All self composed ofcourse!!

When you are down,
when your backs are against the walls,
when nothin's going right
Its the time
when we meet the real us .

We don't become strong or weak by our appearance,
A strong person is who ,
when odds are stacked against him ,
Rises Up & fights !!!


Everyone fears fear,
But one who defeats it
Conquers this World.

Evryone can ride the tide
and get success,
i'll be the first to go against the tide
and still get "SUCCESS."

In life the only thing which you can't afford to loose is Hope & Confidence .

Hope you enjoy reading this one as much i Enjoyed posting it .

and last but not the least Thank you good , for everything !!!
cheerz \m/

i don't know ??

well this one is one of those posts which wasnt planned at all ,is as spontaneous as it can get. hmm i have been thinking who i am ?? Sounds a little philosophical but then i guess everyone does think about himself at a stage in his life and well i found myself to be an "Overpossesive Idiot" at times , i just love my family, my friends and sometimes i can just do anything for them that crosses the limits of decency , i don't know but i can't just cure this disease of mine , i mean being overpossesive for family is fine but for friends i don't think so cause at the end of day everyone has their own lves and maybe they don't like you to interfear in their lives ??
I want to shutup all my emotions inside me and act like a stone but i can't i just can't . I don't know but if i don't cure this cancer maybe i will suffer someday . God knows what will happen if future but i hope things fall my way .