tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74221919975656004272024-03-06T01:48:58.247+05:30ReflectionsWell this blog has some poetry and some articles which reflect my thoughts and every facet of ma life .
Read on to find moreUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger77125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-50501955723021103202010-02-28T22:16:00.001+05:302010-02-28T22:18:28.344+05:30ShatteredToday i m shattered really will i be serious euf for my dreams <div><br /></div><div>can i save myself from being just ordinary :( ? </div><div><br /></div><div>i dnt know </div><div><br /></div><div>i m sorry for myself .....</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-31593976565479889342010-01-15T18:56:00.002+05:302010-01-15T19:02:34.316+05:30Songs i like to listenThese are some of the songs i like to listen the most . The kind of music i like .....<div>The songs i am putting up here today are by Raghu Dixit Project . I hope all of you must have listened to their music.</div><div><a href="http://raghudixit.com/music/">http://raghudixit.com/music/</a> </div><div><br /></div><div>Hope you enjoy these songs as much as i do .......</div><div> </div><div>Ps : the copyright to all these songs belong to Raghudixit Project </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-51386613414957844572010-01-12T19:53:00.003+05:302010-01-12T20:19:36.952+05:30To move awayTo move away <div> from your infectious sight </div><div><div> from your contagious smile </div><div>from your glowing face </div><div>seems hard </div><div>and it breaks me into </div><div>many small parts </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>why me always </div><div>i ask </div><div>why me everytime </div><div>i question</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I close my eyes </div><div>i can still see </div><div>you and me </div><div>the springs , the autums </div><div>the winters and those rains </div><div><br /></div><div>those mornings and noons </div><div>and those evenings </div><div>all those were ordinary</div><div>but your presence made </div><div>them unforgettable and special </div><div><br /></div><div>why cant we be together </div><div>why did we have to meet </div><div>if at the end we just had to MOVE ON </div><div><br /></div><div>why were you to become some special </div><div>if at the end you had to be just a friend </div><div>why were you to touch the core of my heart </div><div>if you had to break it one day </div><div><br /></div><div>to move on </div><div>and away from you </div><div>brings me pain </div><div>but its something </div><div>i have to do </div><div>cause being with you now </div><div>just doesnt feel the same </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-81725831055711655482009-07-31T15:57:00.002+05:302009-07-31T16:11:56.330+05:30Hard Hard TimesYeah, time after college have been hard . You goota be at the top of your game if you have to survive in this world , there are no free rides avaliable for anyone. Some part of life you gottame for struggle and make your way up the ladder and that time for me is now and i am not gonna give up on myself and my dreams so easily , nah never , i cant loose i wll never loose cause i am not a looser i a winner and i will prove it. <div><br /></div><div>Silly times these are </div><div>for no matter what you do </div><div>you always end up miles short </div><div>of the place you thought u would reach </div><div><br /></div><div>Silly times these are </div><div>for no matter what you do </div><div>you are always being mocked at </div><div>but in the silly times </div><div>you have to ge up and give your best </div><div><br /></div><div>you have always said </div><div>u r the best </div><div>and people have called you silly</div><div>but its in these silly times u gotta get up </div><div>and prove urself!!</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-68934485048661861312009-06-28T23:43:00.003+05:302009-06-28T23:54:20.271+05:30I am Lost I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">don't</span> know what to post here . Does this blog belong to me ?? I am coming here to scribble something after a very very long time and i am all but lost. I don't know but the going has been tough for me as far as cat <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">preparations</span> are concerned . I am just not doing anything and its depressing for me . As far as joining is concerned no good news on that front either , and i am just getting myself into a mess sitting at home IDLE doing nothing but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">orkutting</span> , chatting .......<div><br /></div><div>They say when you want something badly you work for it with all you have then why am i resigning to this fate i just cant understand this. There is so much to work for , there is so much to do and i am here wasting my time like an idiot . </div><div><br /></div><div>I will have to give me a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">reason</span> for working hard . I would have to take my decisions , have confidence in myself and start working else i will be screwed. I will have to work according to a plan and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">that's</span> what i will be doing now . I am not a looser and will never accept defeat i will keep on trying no matter what the end result is this i promise myself. I will have to enjoy whatever i am doing.</div><div><br /></div><div>Lets start all over again and be <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">sincere</span> in this attempt....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-14557416501174462692009-05-18T22:33:00.002+05:302009-05-18T22:44:58.186+05:30i will risei will rise <div>for no one else but myself </div><div><br /></div><div>i will prove myself </div><div>to satiate no one else </div><div>but myself </div><div><br /></div><div>One day i will have what ever i desire and all world will be at my feet . Just wait and watch and for all those who mock me well so called friends it will be you who will be the ones congratulating me.</div><div><br /></div><div>I will make it to the top of the ladder and fulfill all my dreams no matter how much i bleed , how much i <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">sacrifice</span> , how much pain i have to go and how may tests i have to take. </div><div><br /></div><div>I will not give up, till i prove myself . Yes i am special and i am unlike all of you and i will prove it to you and if not i will rather die trying than accept defeat. </div><div><br /></div><div>Give up never </div><div>Fight for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">yourself</span> forever </div><div>for its the fighter who wins </div><div>and even if he dies </div><div>his soul rests in peace. </div><div><br /></div><div>This is my story , my life , my struggle , and my pursuit of destiny . I just know one aim , one <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">lakshay</span> . The battle has begun , the shots are being fired I have to perform and scale the mountain or die trying . I am a soldier who knows only victory, whatever it takes to get there i have to give. </div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-46064416352506780332009-05-17T00:08:00.002+05:302009-05-17T00:47:34.361+05:30I m happy<span style="font-family: lucida grande;font-size:100%;" >i m happy<br /><br />for i see some hope<br /><br />i m happy<br /><br />for i think the country has been saved from clutches of MAYAWATI<br /><br />Her dreams of becoming the prime minister of INDIA has dashed for hopefully another five years and that makes me proud of mandate given by electorate this time.<br /><br />As far as Manmohan Singh is concerned well he has his work cut out in times of economic recession i dont think he will affect my life much , life goes on and on and on . Leaders ans governments come and go but still he was the most able person among the candidates for top post and its good that he became the PM again.<br /><br />I have nothing personal against Mayawati just that i dont like her corrupt image i am not a racist just a patriotic Indian who wants his country to progress and those who are fighting elections on bases of caste and creed well this is not going to work anymore atleast for the regional parties .</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-65684479195873260682009-04-11T14:54:00.003+05:302009-04-20T17:43:55.804+05:30Is this what you call love ?<div><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top:3.0pt;margin-right:0in;margin-bottom:0in; margin-left:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height:16.8pt;mso-outline-level: 3"><span style="font-size:14.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><a href="http://lucifier-mysideoflife.blogspot.com/2009/04/is-this-what-you-call-love.html"><b><span style="mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;color:windowtext;text-decoration:none; text-underline:none">Is this what you call love ?</span></b></a><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt:auto; line-height:19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">They said they loved each other , <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">they promised to live together <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and part never ever<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">They said they needed each other <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and one was incomplete without the other <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">They said they were in love <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and come what may <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">nothing can take them away <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">Time flew <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">two years down the drain <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">SHE</span></b><span style="font-size: 10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""> </span><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">said its time to part<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">She said you were not my choice <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and he was left wondering what went wrong <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">She said its all over <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">he was thinking where did he falter <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">She said we can be friends <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">he asked her <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">what about the promises you made <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and swears you took <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">pledging yourself to me forever <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">And thus they parted <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">for no reason her love evaporated.... <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and he was left wondering <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">where he went wrong <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">how could he be duped <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">for three long years <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and could never see through the eyes <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">he would stare for hours everyday.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">he always loved her <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">always respeced her <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">and made her strong <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">When ever things went wrong <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">he would be there for her <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">And look what she did <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">she didnt even think twice <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">before one fine day </span></b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">calling up and saying </span></b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""> " I am in love with another guy again " </span></b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">I said lets call her names <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">lets make her realise thats its not fun <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">playing with others emotions <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">He said please don't say anything about her </span></b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt;font-family: "Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">i still respect and love her .</span></b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">i was there</span><b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:11.0pt; font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""> </span></b><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">when this happened <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">though i never uttered a word <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">but i cant stop me from realising <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">that if this is love <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">then i am happy <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">that i am not in love <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">I am happy that i never made any promises <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">that would be so mercilessly broken <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">i am happy i saw no dreams<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">that would be so harshly trampled <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">if this is love <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">i am happy i am single <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: 19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:9.0pt;line-height:19.2pt"><span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:"Trebuchet MS","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman"">if love has to end in treachery and faithlessness its prudent never to LOVE <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-1513285925236683862009-03-19T00:26:00.002+05:302009-03-19T00:31:40.749+05:30The CountDown Has BegunYea finally i am coming to end of college life and peeking at a very uncertain future. My friends are urging me to write something bright on my blog but right now i guess i don't really have a lot to offer. All i have is hope . Hope that this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">november</span> it will be my time , i will have to work hard yes. I have joined some <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">tut ions</span> but the real pace will pick up at end of MAY i guess . Still this is a very important time and can make or break my cat journey. I am looking forward to move ahead and work hard .<br />Hope god will help me and to my parents just <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">wanna</span> thank you again for standing by me once again i am not gonna let you down this time trust me on this.<br />Its gotta be my time <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">that's</span> what my heart i saying lets see what happens :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-18443619085164941792009-02-22T20:33:00.000+05:302009-02-22T20:34:52.359+05:30Life these days<p class="MsoNormal">I don’t know where I am going , sometimes I feel that I am running against the crowd , other times I feel I am let behind. There are a plenty of emotions flowing in me drowning me at times , engulfing me not letting me rest in peace. I feel let down<span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>infact maybe I let myself down .I don’t know what future has in store for me . They say hardwork pays but I don’t know why am I refusing to work hard, I am all but broken.I missed y chances yea right I did but I don’t wana miss them anymore. I want to work hard and make things better than what they presently are. I feel frustrated sometimes , sometimes cheated, I am aimless sometimes .</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I have always believed that at the end of long dark tunnel there is light I hope I will make it through this time. I don’t know how much abilities I have to make through this tests, I feel let down yea I have let myself down till now. No one else has to be blamed for this but maybe all this is for something good . If I can make it through life will be good . After all diamond was once a hunk of coal which stood its ground and never gave up .I am not going to accept defeat nay, never ever till I die . I will fight and fight courageously till I make it through. I am no quitter , I am winner and I will prove this to myself. </p> <p class="MsoNormal">Times come times go and things change , I will win yes I will survive and come out of this for hardwork never goes waste. </p> <p class="MsoNormal">I have dared to dream now I will dream to dare .</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-61098401852401427792009-02-10T23:18:00.003+05:302009-02-10T23:52:18.002+05:30Beware of PeopleThat guy is an 'asshole'. He does not know a thing , he will not be able to manage anything. this was said be a friend of me about other person 'A'. Well until a few days ago, this guy was virtually licking A's ass for selection of his work. Well these sycophants are my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">floor mates</span>, and ya i am ashamed of them. I don't know how any times these people would have mouthed such crap in front of other people. Frankly speaking i don't think these persons should have an existence on the face of this Earth.<br />Now there is another breed of people , simple <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">straightforward</span> people who say things on face of people. I don't think until you become one of these twisted people you can get through and do any thing and accomplish anything. Gone are the days of talent, skills and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">potential</span>. Now a days if you have these but don't have contacts you are a big zero.<br />This is one of the most prominent reasons i hate my college but then its <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">prevalent</span> everywhere.<br />I have heard if you don't have good relations with your Project Manager you don't get a project. No matter how much talented you are .<br />Well be ware of your friends , keep your eyes and ears open for it is friends who can harm you more than your foes. And to everyone who is reading this and has done this always remember you will find a person who is more shrewd than you and will fuck you up like you are fucking these people. Every dog has his days.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-86219876418038118892009-02-02T23:19:00.004+05:302009-02-02T23:36:36.962+05:30Obituary<p>Some people enter this world quitely , struggle all throughout their life to make life of their kids better and finally leave silently , my grand mother was one such person. We will always miss you , all of us. Why did you leave us so early ? I thank you for everything you did so that we can live life which we are living today. For me you will always be a fighter. You have left a void which cannot be filled again, i know from up there you will always be watching us and showering your blessings . </p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-89946011195201427662009-01-22T23:37:00.002+05:302009-01-22T23:49:20.894+05:30Meri Mummy sabse acchiThis post is dedicated to my mom. Mom had it not been for you , i would not have been where i am. I know all the sacrifices you have made for me. MOM i love you and one day you will be very proud of your son , i will never let you down . I may not be the best son but ya i will always try to be, for i know you are the best mother in this whole world and you deserve nothing but the best. Thanks for everything mom, without i would be like a flower is without its fragrance, you have made my life worthwhile.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-6859616339751166972009-01-22T23:28:00.002+05:302009-01-22T23:34:11.874+05:30Some words from my heart to my ALMA MATERno mater how much i hate you it will never outdo my love for you .....<br /><br />Bye – Bye<br /><br />I sit here to study<br />as I pick my book up<br />And turn the pages<br />One last time<br />I realize my mind is not here<br />It is lost some where<br />Deep down in depths of time<br /><br />My heart is beating with anticipation<br />The time to say a final good bye is here<br />Four years have gone by<br />But I can’t believe<br />How fast they flew by<br /><br />Trying hard to remember<br />All those sweet and sour memories of<br />These four years<br />My mind is confused<br /><br />What have I learnt my soul asks me<br />What have I gained my mind questions me ??<br />And my heart answers<br />I have now become a man<br />What I have accumulated<br /> is not knowledge or experience<br />But some thing much more than that<br /><br />It’s these memorable memories<br />of lifelong friends<br /> I made<br />Which made this journey worthwhile<br /><br />Away from home<br />I found a place<br />Which I could call mine<br />Away from home<br />I found some people<br />Whom I could call family<br />And to all of you<br />I want to say<br /> Good luck and good bye <br /> Amit Sharma<br /> 05216G <br /> CSE( 05 – 09 )Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-14997613211247081562008-12-29T13:55:00.003+05:302008-12-29T14:21:33.290+05:30what do i say ??When heart breaks it leaves you numb . there is no anger , no pain , no rage , no compassion , no sorrows , no tears i feel nothing as if i have been anasthised . Every time you ask someone you put your heart on ur hand to be kicked at , to be mocked at and rearely to be accepted. You put yourself through a lot of pain and the question now is " Is all this really worth it ?" I dont know i am confused and puzzled. It is not that heartning to see your dreams and your feeling being thrashed but then i am helpless . I don't think i can do much except moving on and consoling my heart . I have to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart and walk on. I know things will change , times will change and agony will give way to extascy but when ?? I don't know the answer and i don't want to find it right now .<br />I am numb and that is what i to be right now JUST NUMB no heartaches, no sorrows , no pains , no guilts just silence and seclusionUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-82920430444886969192008-11-22T22:01:00.003+05:302008-11-22T22:25:05.976+05:30A witty conversation<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBrW9479mfnED-DAmgR0DMoFTcqGIE5FzSKOVZl-dVTjICSEOG0Dq0LSVhW34uBypR58ogfWDWaqUapEHqOgcctH7k38rmJawAtx7r2g7jUqK6WIgWYu50vZ22m8yv8150YE-zfFCj6gE/s1600-h/thinking%20man.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271522630971219810" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 219px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBrW9479mfnED-DAmgR0DMoFTcqGIE5FzSKOVZl-dVTjICSEOG0Dq0LSVhW34uBypR58ogfWDWaqUapEHqOgcctH7k38rmJawAtx7r2g7jUqK6WIgWYu50vZ22m8yv8150YE-zfFCj6gE/s320/thinking%2520man.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>It was one of those days when i had a pretty witty conversation with my friend. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">thought</span> i will blog some of it . So, here it goes </div><br /><div>Me : Somethings you do in life , </div><div align="left"> you can never change ,</div><div align="left"> so its better you think of the </div><div align="left"> consequences </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Friend : Sometimes getting hurt </div><div align="left"> is needed to make you grow , </div><div align="left"> Failures are <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">needed</span> to make you know ,</div><div align="left"> losses are needed to make you gain ,</div><div align="left"> because some lessons are best learnt <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">through</span> </div><div align="left"> Pain </div><div align="left">Me : I know , </div><div align="left"> And the bad time will end soon </div><div align="left"> cause there is light at the end of long dark tunnel </div><div align="left"> and each morning sun always rise </div><div align="left"> no matter <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">how</span> dark is the night </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Friend : but whats to be done if their is no way out </div><div align="left"> what's to be done if tunnel is blocked </div><div align="left"> i know a new road has o be made </div><div align="left"> but that's not possible </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Me : Life doesn't stop it goes on ,</div><div align="left"> and things don't remain the same , </div><div align="left"> they change </div><div align="left"> Just follow your heart </div><div align="left"> and you will find your treasure </div><div align="left"> the tunnel can be made again </div><div align="left"> if you try </div><div align="left"> Good Luck </div><div align="left">Friend : We always live in hope </div><div align="left"> and just to console my heart </div><div align="left"> i am living </div><div align="left"> rest i don't know </div><div align="left">Me : Don't lose hope </div><div align="left"> life is greater than one person </div><div align="left"> or thing </div><div align="left"> no one is larger than life </div><div align="left"> don't worry about things which are not under </div><div align="left"> your control </div><div align="left"> try to control what you can </div><div align="left"> and be happy for what you have </div><div align="left"> rather than <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">being</span> sad for what you don't </div><div align="left"> </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-45732053429297651492008-11-22T19:45:00.007+05:302008-11-22T20:29:29.660+05:30REDEMPTION<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEji5KdZy-vmYzSMr2GkBuJUCSQbRwmxLIbLofb2RVahDM71ykvWvq8ny6QaEJq3DRWZ1mZYKfjsBn6Dk0ISC1OY1MRetGAslEpTiPyqAYigGI_51vrJy0Eug35rGmtff89nCOqF6HLvduQ/s1600-h/REDEMPTION.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271494237898614194" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 309px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEji5KdZy-vmYzSMr2GkBuJUCSQbRwmxLIbLofb2RVahDM71ykvWvq8ny6QaEJq3DRWZ1mZYKfjsBn6Dk0ISC1OY1MRetGAslEpTiPyqAYigGI_51vrJy0Eug35rGmtff89nCOqF6HLvduQ/s320/REDEMPTION.jpg" border="0" /></a> To everyone i have wronged i am sorry , i am too a human afterall , i do make mistakes . I may have broken your heart ,perhaps disappointed you sometimes and not lived up to your expectations....I AM SORRY but i promise i will try and be a better person for every failure , every disappointment helps us GROW .<br /><div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-56782546169736340912008-11-21T23:00:00.007+05:302008-11-22T21:59:40.768+05:30My Big Plan for 2009Ah !! 2008 is coming to an end we are in late <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">november</span> and well yes its a little too early but i am <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">thinking</span> about next year and the way my life will be changed. What i plan to do. Well first things first next year in may i will be an engineer finally :) four years of hard work culminating to give me these two words to place before my name :D. Anyways ,all the readers must be knowing i have two job offers Torry Harris and Tech <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Mahindra</span> but since <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">both</span> these companies have not offered joining to my seniors till now :( . So i have decided to study and give CAT in the mean time , who knows what will happen though. I have been confused whether to go for I A S or CAT but as far as I A S goes it don't think i have two subjects for mains right now .<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">That's</span> why i thin CAT is a better option given that i have an year to produce results , i hope i won't change my plan now and work to bell the cat .Maybe this is a veiled <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">opportunity</span> provided to me by god by delaying my joining and allowing me to prepare for CAT . I hope i will make use of it and make my life better , I still think i will sit for I A S someday but that will have to wait. By the way thank you god for 2 placements this year , joining or no <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">joining</span> i am <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">highly</span> obliged , hoping for more of this in future too.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-24636652249010935882008-11-17T23:39:00.002+05:302008-11-17T23:54:14.848+05:30Whatever happens , happens for Good<p> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Unsatisfied</span> with life ?? Want more out of it ?? Has something happened in past which you can't put right now ?? Do you pine for that some one special and you know life will be <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">beautiful</span> with her but instead of all your efforts you can't be with her . Well don't repent my friend cause whatever happens , happens for a reason . God has <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">in fact</span> created something good for everybody and well you just have to find it instead of loosing heart and getting disheartened. Life is all about moving on and not stopping and repenting at things which we can't achieve but using them as a launch pad for something better then what you have presently. Life is about learning from failures and making them pillars for your future success. In life difficulties have to be faced fought and conquered , and if we have all the successes without any failures then how can be expect to grow ?? If we want to get everything without taking any pain then we can never be happy and contended when we achieve it. For it is well known that he who have worked hard throughout the day can only enjoy a full night's sleep. </p><p> </p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-25169230730561639772008-11-16T20:50:00.002+05:302008-11-16T20:57:34.361+05:30Thank you SIRWell i was coming back after watching the movie Dostana when i meet my tearcher at the ATM.<br />He was from civil department and did not knew me that well but he knew one of my friends.It was around six and we had to be back in campus by 7 , it usually takes one hour if we come by bus and so we decided to ask our teacher for a lift but seeing she was with her wife we thought otherwise , but he guessed our intentions and offered us the lift himself. Later when we were in car , he said "Mujhe ab bhi yaaad hai in my bachelor days tumhare jaise hii humm bhi teachers ki gaddi ke samne chale jaate thee aur phir agar lift mill jaati to kitne khuss hote thee." Life runs real fast maybe one day i will be at his place giving lifts to someone perhaps a junior telling him about my college days . One day i would have a car and a wife too ...and a lot of memories of these days which are flying like a whirlwind.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-65185121001586037032008-11-16T20:32:00.002+05:302008-11-16T20:41:14.278+05:30DOSTANA - THE REVIEWMindless comedy but a weak story line . I went to watch it with a bunch of friends and we laughed and laughed till our stomach ached ..but there was nothing more to movie than this.<br />Ofcourse there is a competition between Shilpa Shetty and priyanak Chopra as to who will look more hotter ...Shilpa looked sexy to me and so did Priyanka .<br />The story is about Akshay and John lying to priyanka about them being gay to get to live with her and both falling in love with her . John is seen showing off not only his abs byt also his butt ...and the highlight of the movie being the ' kiss ' between John & A.B. Somewhere after the interval the movie becomes slow and boring as well but Bobby Deol adds a new twist ..still an ok ok outing , its ok if you miss it or watch it at home . Music is superb though i love all the songs .Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-45634913055791126652008-11-15T19:19:00.002+05:302008-11-15T19:25:21.675+05:30Poem fo College magazine Vartika<div align="center">VARTIKA - The Wick Of Knowledge<br /><br />Amalgamation of all colors of life ,<br />Blend of all emotions ,<br />igniting our souls<br />and<br />expanding our minds<br /><br /><br />Giving wings to our thoughts<br />Voice to our words </div><div align="center">outline to our ideas<br />and<br />Platform to our hidden opinions <br /><br />Spreading knowledge<br />And distributing wisdom<br />Vartika is here again<br /> </div><div align="left">I wrote these few lines for our college magazine .... hope you all like it </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-50251627850734369472008-11-13T20:00:00.003+05:302008-11-13T20:19:37.574+05:30Will it ever be yes ??A funny thing called love ... This is a conversation between two people ....<br /><br /><br />The boy says to girl<br /><p align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8wpwXj0ghPoPuWmQ0PEERaOoPOGlIk2V0kqBFWHnkXfGA57tL4a0lDQFe5We8qgHG5d0uNJO1WDLP6KYO7wzpKI7x4O3pa9g8gtweQDa5myrzPnVah5xce33GemrPAkeVil81g152Dkk/s1600-h/love.jpg"></a> </p><br /><br />"I know you love me . I know you do but why are you afraid to tell me . Why do you think about future ? Can't e just live in present ..Don't i have the right to be loved ..to have that special someone ...Can't i ever be fully and trully happy . Do i always have to defeated by this world . Do i always have t<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8wpwXj0ghPoPuWmQ0PEERaOoPOGlIk2V0kqBFWHnkXfGA57tL4a0lDQFe5We8qgHG5d0uNJO1WDLP6KYO7wzpKI7x4O3pa9g8gtweQDa5myrzPnVah5xce33GemrPAkeVil81g152Dkk/s1600-h/love.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268153639746355426" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 257px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 88px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8wpwXj0ghPoPuWmQ0PEERaOoPOGlIk2V0kqBFWHnkXfGA57tL4a0lDQFe5We8qgHG5d0uNJO1WDLP6KYO7wzpKI7x4O3pa9g8gtweQDa5myrzPnVah5xce33GemrPAkeVil81g152Dkk/s320/love.jpg" border="0" /></a>o be a looser ? Can't i ever have you ?? What have i done so wrong to deserve this ?? Till how long will you test me . Till how long will i have to look at you and say ' there goes the one i love , there goes the one i can really do anything for and there goes the one who just doesnt love me though i love her but then yes i cant force you , its your choice to admit what you have in heart for me because your eyes betray your mind ....they show what you have in your heart. Anyways i am here waiting , waiting till you say you love some one else cause even if you don't love me i do and will keep loving you as long as i am alive "<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The girl says " I can't fall in love again . I am not allowed . I don't want to cry again and i don't want to suffer . I like you , you are a nice guy a really nice guy but i can't say yes . I can't go against my mom . I can't offend her and my family . We will always be friends and i will alwyas be there for you but i don't love you infact i cannot love you . "<br /><br /><br />What can the boy do ? What will be his reply ... will the girl ever say yes ... i am thinking of a plot lets see how will the story unfoldsUnknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-79800129676532748012008-11-12T23:53:00.000+05:302008-11-12T23:54:51.555+05:30EssayThe Menace of Terrorism<br /><br />Terrorism has become the systematic weapon of a war that knows no borders or seldom has a face.<br />JACQUES CHIRAC<br />Terrorism is use of illegal means and violence against innocent people to further the cause of particular ideology. This ideology may be motivated by the purpose of attainment of a particular goal which may be political or social. The persons using this illegal violence are known as a terrorist. The terrorists do not care if they have to take life of these innocent people to intimidate government and the people in power to submit to their demands. The history of acts of terrorism goes as far back as 14th century when the Tartars threw dead bodies over the walls of Kaffa hoping to start a plague. The word terrorism itself was invented in 1795 and used to refer French revolutionaries who executed their enemies and tried to suppress opposition to their ideology.<br />The exact definition of ‘Terrorism’ is still not formulated as what can appear as a terrorist act to one party or a nation can occur as an act of getting freedom to the people who are doing this act . Methods used by terrorists include kidnapping, hostage-taking, bombing, shooting and hijacking of aeroplanes and vehicles. Some terrorist attacks do not in any way endanger the actual person responsible for carrying out the attack , while at the other end are suicide bombers known as Fidayeen , who are prepared to die as a result of their own actions. Aside from politics as a motive for terrorism, there are other causes, including racism, and religious convictions. The religious zealots and fanatics brainwash people especially inexperienced youth and inspire them to fight in the name of God . These youth are motivated to fight a holy war for spreading their faith and destroy every country and individual who does not want to practice it . Terrorism is extremely difficult to control, given that it nearly always has the advantage of the 'surprise' element. Terrorist attacks, by their very nature, can rarely be predicted. Furthermore, most prominent terrorist groups are well-funded both within their countries and abroad. This funding provides weapons and security. Since there are so many different terrorist groups, each with its own agenda and demands , attempts to curb terrorism through international agreements are considerably difficult to yield any result .<br />Terrorist also fund their activities through illegal human trafficking, drug trafficking, intimidating business tycoons and film stars and match fixing. As human generation has evolved so has terrorism. Today there are different types of terrorism used by terrorists to spread agony and destruction. Terrorism is basically classified into six types so that we can understand it better and combat it with all our resources and military might.<br />State terrorism is when a particular state sponsors the terrorist organizations which spread terrorism in other states . Also when a state uses force to terrorize citizens of other countries without declaration of war in order to achieve particular goal, it is an instance of state terrorism.<br />Bioterrorism refers to intentional release of poisonous substances to harm and terrify human lives. Various toxic substances ranging from Anthrax , Botulism , Small Pox etc can be used in these kind of attacks. The use of biological agents in warfare isn't new. Pre-modern armies tried to use naturally occurring diseases to their advantage. In 1346, the Tartar (or Tatar) army tried to turn the Plague to their advantage in their siege of the port city of Kaffa, which was then a part of Genoa. Dying from plague themselves, army members attached bodies and heads of the deceased to slings and then landed them inside the walled city of their victims. A plague epidemic followed and the city surrendered to the Mongol forces.<br />Cyberterrorism came into prominence recently with the phenomenal growth of internet. In this form of terrorism the terrorist use information technology, such as computer systems or telecommunications, as a tool to coordinate a traditional attack. More often, cyberterrorism refers to an attack on information technology itself in a way that would drastically disrupt networked services. For example, cyberterrorists could disable networked emergency systems or hack into networks housing critical financial information. The hacking and mutilating of United Nations website is an example of this type of terrorism. In the present scenario terrorists are also using internet to get important and strategic information and then plan and coordinate their attack. Recently after Delhi bomb blasts terrorists hacked into an account of Mumbai based businessman to send email owning the responsibility for executing the bomb blasts.<br />Nuclear terrorism refers to number of different ways nuclear materials might be exploited as a terrorist tactic. These include attacking nuclear facilities, purchasing nuclear weapons, or building nuclear weapons or otherwise finding ways to disperse radioactive materials. <br />Ecoterrorism is a recently coined term describing violence in the interests of environmentalism. In general, environmental extremists sabotage property to inflict economic damage on industries or actors they see as harming animals or the natural environment. These have included fur companies, logging companies and animal research laboratories.<br />Narcoterrorism is using of force by drug peddlers to influence governments or prevent government efforts to stop the drug trade. In the last several years, narcoterrorism has been used to indicate situations in which terrorist groups use drug trafficking to fund their other operations.<br />The most horrifying terrorist strike occurred on September 9 2001 when two hijacked planes were flown into World Trade Centre in New York leading to death of 3000 people. On the same day another hijacked aeroplane flew into pentagon killing 189 people and another crashed in Pennsylvania after passengers on board it fought with the hijackers . Osama Bin Laden’s Al Qaida was blamed for this attack and the fall out of this attack was United State going into war against the Taliban regime in Afghanistan which is still a battleground. India has also been battling terrorism since late 1970’s . In 1970 Punjab became prosperous due to effects of Green Revolution and this prosperity led to the movement of demand of Khalistan where Sikh community were demanding a new nation to be carved out of India. Led by Jarnail Singh Bhindarwale, they began using militancy to stress on their demands. Soon things turned bloody with India alleging that neighboring Pakistan supported these militants, who, by 1983-4, had begun to enjoy widespread support among Sikhs.<br />In 1984, Operation Blue Star was conducted by the Indian government to stem out the movement. It involved an assault on the Golden Temple complex. In 1985, Sikh terrorists bombed an Air India flight from Canada to India, killing all 329 people on board Air India Flight 182. It is the worst terrorist act in Canada's history. The terrorism in Punjab was finally quelled in 1993 .<br />The other states which is most tormented by terrorism includes J&K and the seven sisters in the north east India. National capital Delhi and commercial capital Mumbai also have had their share of terrorist attacks. Some of the most devastating attacks that took place were the Mumbai bombings that took place on March 12 , 1993. In these series of bombings 13 bombs ripped the city apart and claimed 257 lives. Mumbai also witnessed another series of blasts on 11 July 2006 when seven bombs exploded in space of eleven minutes in suburban trains. These claimed life of 209 victims. The national capital Delhi was left reeling when an attack on epicenter of our democracy occurred on 13 December 2001. In this attack none of the member of parliament was injured but 7 police officers had to sacrifice their lives. Delhi was again targeted on 29 October 2005 when 62 people were killed by three powerful blasts . Recently on 13 September 2008 five coordinated bomb blasts took place which left 30 people dead. These incidents have severely terrified the people of Delhi in particular who fear to tread out to crowded places after sunset.<br />The state of J&K has also been targeted from terrorist from across the border time and again. The most noteworthy attack was on October 1 2001 , when terrorists attacked the Jammu & Kashmir assembly complex killing 35 people. There has been a spate of bombings in year 2008 and the terrorist outfit responsible for it has been Indian Mujaheedin. In 2008 Delhi ,Ahemdabad , Bangalore , Guwahati has been targeted by militants belonging to different terrorist organizations.<br />There has been a considerable loss of life and money in all these attacks . The victims of these attacks have been innocent people some of which were sole bread winners for the family. These attacks happen and are soon forgotten except for the families who are affected by these attacks , the families who loose their loved ones in these gruesome incidents. For them the memories of these horrible episodes last a life time. The pain of loosing someone for no explicable reason cannot be explained . Some families are forced into poverty and their whole life style changes due to these attacks. People are always under constant fears of loosing their and their relatives life. The government and the police should crack down on the persons responsible for spreading this apathy so that people are not deprived of their basic right that is the right to live. No ideology and no goal can be accomplished by blatantly using force and killing innocent people the more sooner there propagators of terror realize it the better it would be. We can only hope that one day this never ending war will be over and human civilisation will live in peace and harmony .Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422191997565600427.post-89464912829702758022008-11-04T22:27:00.002+05:302008-11-04T23:17:24.678+05:30Should Indian Elections be held onlineThe piece i am writing today is very different from the usual stuff i write , i write here the experiences have during the course of my day to day life but today its a lil different hope you enjoy it<br />Indian elections should also be held online like the United States said my father in one of the discussions i had with him during my recent visit home . At that time i was not in a mood to discuss it so i did not reply to this statement but today it stuck me again ... I did some googling and came up with some facts .... The voter turnout in 2004 lok sabha elections was around 56% . Approximately around 380 million people exercised their franchise .<br />We can easily see that around 44 % of people did not vote . What was the reason behind it ...well there could be many ranging from fearing to go to voting booth , to not having enough time to stand at voting booth . In some cases it might be kilometeres away ... Only 56% of elligible voters of India decided that UPA should rule INDIA for next five years .<br />Now let me tell you something about Internet .In 2004 there were 38.5 million users of internet . Now there are around 60 million net users . The figure has almost doubled it 5 years .<br />The peneteration is about 5% . It is still low but given the sheer numbers of net users can't we also make voting online ?? Will not it make a differnece in improving the percentage of voters. The 5% voters which have net faciliy come basically form upper and middle class of indian society and it also includes youth of India which is one community shying away from voting . With this facility being offered won't t be convinient for people who are reluctant to go to voting booth be able to vote . More so we can vote from any location . Look at the future acooridng to Eric Schmdit founder of Google India will be world's largest internet market and having the maximum number of net users till 2020 . I think its time someone should take a cue from US and moot a proposal to make an onlne voting system . Ofcourse there will be problems like hacking to be dealt with but then there is booth capturing existing still . I believe we can get more worthy and qulaified people in the parliament if we have the facility of voting online in addition to the existing polling booth facility .<br />There will be problems too as a person may cast his vite online as well as in the booth but then we can do a survey and ask the person concerned on how he would like to cast his vote . With the phenomenal growth of internet its a given that we have to have this system in place pretty soon ,and it can be one of the ways to get some responsible and deserving candidates in the parliament of world's largest democracy .Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0