I don’t know but I am ahead of all this now. Perhaps I have grown up , perhaps all those boyish and kiddish emotions have vanished at the stage of life where I am these things perhaps have no meaning, from the point where I am standing I can see myself changing I can see myself becoming a success I can see myself growing and I can see myself moving away from you . I am sorry but this is true and I cannot help it, I just cannot be the same again .In front of me lies a world which I have to conquer , a world which offers me challenges , a world which is giving me everything if I can muster the courage and intelligence to grab it but sadly my friend all this I taking me away from you and I apologize for going with the flow , I have a world to conquer but sadly if I have to do it I have to do it alone . I have moved on yes I have moved on knowingly or unknowingly my world has changed and now I have to achieve is nothing but success.
I don’t know why I wrote it but I wrote it – I call it junk call it what u think ? still I dedicate this trash to someone who was very close to me though I was never close to her.
Junk!!
Hey tell me the truth don’t lie in my dreamz I saw you , was it you or not ??
How can I but, forget you ?
how dare I remember you no more ??
but even if it was you it wouldn’t have made a difference
cause when you are near,
I began to shiver,
Seems like I am having a fever,
My voice begins to stammer ,
Feels like running away from there,
My Heart begins to pound harder,
All this makes my friends jeer ,
But I just don’bother,
Cause times that I get to see you are pretty rare ,
aNd I can’t help but ponder
why we aren’t together,
why do we had to move away from each other,
these are the questions for which I have no answer,
I didn’t do anything wrong as far as I could remember,
So will u provide me with an answer ,
for how long will I have to go under this hammer ?
writing all this makes me look like a looser,
but in reality I am just a lonely engineer.
(How many r’s did I use anyone counted ?? )
Friday, June 29, 2007
junk!!
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Friday, June 22, 2007
The real king of Multitasking
Well most of you would have thought that I would be talking about computers and their abilities to perform multiple operations simultaneously. If that’s what you are assuming then you are wrong .I am going to talk about people’s multitasking abilities.
There are many people playing various roles in the society today, some of them do justice with all their responsibilities and perform the duties of requisite roles to perfection
While others fail very badly at it. Infact they end up doing miserably in their primary roles as well .Perhaps that’s why it is often said that we should do only that thing which we are best at .
Take an example of Mr.Sharad Pawar honorable M.P , Union Agriculture Minister , President BCCI, President M.C.A (Mumbai cricket Association) and finally President NCP and if this was not enough he was in the running for presidentship of ICC as well .
Fortunately or unfortunately he did not succeed in this attempt. All this shows that Mr.Pawar is a pretty versatile personality handling with ease issue ranging from affairs of B.C.C.I to issues concerning election of President of India, but is he able to do justice to all these myriad roles. Is he able to deliver and meet the demands of all these roles he is so comfortably multitasking . The answer is a big NO. I will not be going into politics and talk about his role as the president of NCP but I will be talking about his role as a Union Agriculture Minister and the President of BCCI as these issues are of national interest.
We all know our country is progressing and that our economy is growing at a rapid pace.
The GDP has clocked over 9% last year ,Rupee has strengthened against Dollar and dollar’s value has come down to Rs.40 but sadly agriculture’s contribution to all this is a paltry 3%. This sector is growing at a rate which is lowest when compared to all other sectors which constitute the economy . Every now and then death of farmers are reported from various parts of country making the growth story of our economy a laughing stock .
Many agricultural scientists believe that we need a second revolution , the need of hour is to reduce our perennial dependence on monsoons and use high yielding hybrid seeds .
We also have to educate farmers about modern methods of farming and supply them with latest equipments .
Sadly ,nothing is being done about it except giving death packages to the family of the deceased because at the helm is a man who is too busy to look into all these matters concerning the interests of farmers . He has to play other roles as well . Mr.Pawar does not have the time as he has overburdened himself with other responsibilities .
Now lets talk about cricket . Mr.Pawar has been at the helm for about two terms as a president now and during his term the state of Indian cricket has gone from bad to worse .
BCCI , the richest cricket board in the world is not a stranger to politicians being its presidents but under chairmanship of Mr.Pawar its administration has touched a new low.
Everyone knows about the world cup debacle and drama which has taken place while the appointment of new coach .BCCI may be the richest in terms of money but is among the most inefficient bodies when it comes to working .The tv deals are also being scrapped , but Mr. Pawar does not have enough time to devote to this role as well .
So if the team is leaving to England without a coach then so be it , who the hell cares ??
Mr . Pawar has other things to attend to as well afterall he has to decide who will be our new president . So, Mr. Pawar is on tv not talking about who will be the new coach or what he is doing as an agriculture minister to stop the suicides , he is here to talk about which way his party is going to vote in the president elections.
All these jobs needs a specialist person who can handle all these responsibilities one at a time.We all know the proverb “If we put our legs on two boats at the same time we are bound to sink” and sadly this has happened with Mr.Pawar. At an age when most people are retired or considering retirement he is keen on handling various assignments that are pretty taxing and arduous even if taken one at a time . I could understand Mr .Pawar doing all these if this affected him personally but sadly his multitasking is having an malicious affect on the public and the nation as well .Perhaps he should consider moving away from multitasking. He should do what he is best at, and it has been proved that its not multitasking.
Amit Sharma .
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Monday, June 18, 2007
keep the faith !!
Just keep the Faith
well i have had this habit of making dedication of the pieces i write
here to various friends or near and dear ones !
i dedicate this one to all the people who have read my blog . Well
thanks cause because of you have really enjoyed this whole blogging
thing!! nd i have found out quite a few things bout myself.
and last but not the least i dedicate this one to myself cause this blog
depicts a very close facet of my heart . This is about keeping the faith
no matter what, this is about keep on living for that one reason about
which you think about all day and night , the mere thought of which
coming true brings a smile on your face , yup this one is about the
dream which you harbor in a closed corner of your heart !!!
So keep the faith and work for it with all you have , give it the best
you have nd remember all good thing take time to happen !!!
And maybe the path to this dream may not be so smooth , sometimes you
will have to make sacrifices , at other times you may think that no
matter how much you i try i will never make it but let me tell all of
you , at these testing times just keep the faith and keep moving on ...
I don't know what i have achieved from life , and i don't know what u,
all who are reading this have achieved in theirs , i don't know how many of
you have seen their dreams get crashed right in front of you like me but
life is not about stopping there life is about keeping the faith and
moving on , trying again with all you have nd trying till u make it .
We will all be old one day maybe sitting with our grand children someday
we will remember all our struggles, all our accomplishments nd the joy
we had in our times doing all these things .Deep down in memories there
are bound to be some failures too , of love which never started or did
not worked out ,or of not being able to do something or having
something which we so fondly desired off , or of not making it of living
up to expectations of our folks ,friends nd parents !!! but still there
will be a satisfaction , a contentment which will always be with us for
sole reason that we tried and gave it our best .
Life is not about success and failure its about trying ang giving each
and everything you do ,your best . if you have worked hard then just
relax you will be very successful in life. Just keep the faith and keep
on moving .....
Throw at life the best you have and be rest assured it will throw back
the best at you !!
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