Just let me live ........

What will you do when someone you care about fucks you up?? and kicks you at your back ?
what will you do when someone you live for just walks away, as if he never knew you?
what will you do when someone you for in times of predicament , in times of reckoning, forgets everything and turns away??
and for all this shit he gives you no reason?
you will cry but for how long??? you will repent and lament but till when ???
The pain that he gives makes your heart sinks every now and then !!
but what can you do if he just doesnot care ??
you are drenched in feeling of being all fucked up ?
Its not over yet , one fine day he comes back and says he would like to solve everything ......
says he has realized his mistakes , perhaps he is having pity oon you ??
where was he when you cried ?? where was he when you broke down ???
Now what will you do will you forget everything and forgive him ???? and move ahead .

Condone him for all the tortures? I don't know about you but i will not .
I may be a little selfish but still i will not forgive you .
You have troubled me a lot , After a lot of hardships i have learnt to live again , i have learnt to smile again , i have learnt to be have faith in friends again ..........
and i am enjoying the way i am , i am not turning back from here ......
Sorry dude but knowing me you should now that no one for me is larger then life no body just no body not even the one who fucked me all up ?
I know you have the power to hurt me again and again but wounds that you have given to me are so sore that even you can't heel me , whatever you say now , whatever you do now it makes no difference .I am the way i am , i will be the way i want to be . I have moved on , those moments will haunt me forever and those memories will be cherished forever but i will not turn back so that you can hurt me again????
just let me be the way i am and just let me live ..................