This one is for jackie and bhatt !!! guys both of u rock just want say thanks for everything !!!!

The memories remain .....
as i walk down the memory lane,
pondering on things that went
down the drain
i can still remember the times we had together
ah the moments we spent together
We used to have fun
together we used to see the sun
still remember the race that we did run
it was five in the morning then !!!
Time had the better of us,
now we are together nomore,
we are seperated
but are we friends nomore???
Its all over we used to joke
but this is statement on which
i have to poke
Friend we are still but this life is now
just a kill!!
feels hard to know that at times of crisis
i waned ,
feels hard to know that i was d weakest in d chain
and this thought gives me a pain again & again & again .......

I am stuck ,
and i am so cold
somehow someway i feel no more
wounds within me are still so so sore
though we have all moved on
i know the memories remain
fast and long
hope that our friendship had been just as strong ??
Without you my friends
even days are dark as night,
i want to see no more ,
no i do not want to hear anymore
i know things will never be the same again
but the meomories we spent together
will always remain......
The best time of my life
i spent with you two
and i just want to say
" Thank you "

what do i want from life ???

hmm what do i want from life ??
Well lets see , perhaps after the end of this blog i will be able to get the answers ..........

I suppose everyone wants someone from their life , some people want money , some want love ?? some fame , some power , some friends??

I am no different i want all these too . may be respect and power is what i want utmost .....

I want that people respects me for what i am , dont tell me to do this and that . They better mind there own fuking bussiness , i want people understand that everyone here had d right to lives way he wants too and thats it .

I want power ya , i do so when anyone wrogs me i can wrog him twice or maybe thrice so that i can help poor peopl living out there get a decent life , so that i can change d life of some ppl out there .

i want the power to create a difference in others life ........

last but not d least i want a true friend, a friend who understands me and supports me but he or she can wait .

hmm and it will not be complete without telling you this

i want to ell d cat yeah thats wht i want to do

man i know its a lil tough but still i wannt it ............
i wanna feel d best wana know what ma country has to offer at d utmost level......

hey this is all i want maybe or maybe not ??

Still this life is a paradox , a dilemma perhaps thats why it is so , so interesting !!!

well , how do i start ?? i dnt know . A big big big day dreamer . i believe i am in dis world to something special i hope god gives me a chance to do it .......

Believe no one is larger then life no one means no one .
i m a loner , just want to do my own stuff here . I dont get angry but i think that i think about dis world and ppl here a lil too much , maybe i should just gve a fck abt them
its my life .my fcking life and i have to live it .