I dont know .i have two jobs but i am not that happy . i have so many friends a good life better then many people but i am not happy .. i want more i dont know why ?? i am just not satisfied . inside me there is an urge to grow to prove myself again .to have baptism by fire again why ?? i dnt know perhaps because somethings just didnot went according to what i thought ..u know today i experience one of the worst feeling of life where u have everything still you feel like a miser ..an insane freak running after happiness ... and whenever i am looking to be happy ,it moves away ...god kicks it further ..nah its not god its destiny ...but i will trudge on ,i will live cause life is this ..living for new goals ,new ambitions and Pursuing that insatiable dream of being happy
Friday, June 13, 2008
Satisfaction --will i ever find it ??
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hmmmm....
as i said how do u define 'happiness' and are u sure that it is 'happiness' that u are srchin for..
those things in ur life.....that always pushes u to go ahead are the bst things u hv got........
...being happy...or sad is a state of mind...tht only lasts fr smtime...
its up to u.....
hw u'll find a way to true contentment......
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fr me.....
well feeling tht divine momemt....a moment tht makes me feel ...yes i aam living.....is happiness.........
though it depends on us hw we define 'our livliness'
I feel you. I also have everything I thought I would've wanted, I work for myself and travel every day, exploring the country. I live with a beautiful foreign woman who I am very much in love with. I have a young son who means the world to me. I have enough money to buy mostly everything that I want, and I want very little so it's never really a problem.
I have friends and feel good about who I am.
But still I find that I'm very often not happy. I have moments during the day where I am excessively happy, extremely, beaming with joy and I can't do much but tell the people around me how happy I am, how much I love them, and smile incredibly widely.
And then other times I feel a serious lack of something in my life. Direction, maybe. I wonder if what I'm missing is what other people find in religion. I have a disdain for religion, a very deep dislike of the whole concept, but I think that perhaps other people fill this emptiness I have with religion.
I wish I knew what it was that would make me feel less yearning for more and more content with what I have. I believe that life is not lived well without the two, pulling at eachother, but I also feel like I am too dramatic with each aspect.
I wonder if I'm bipolar or manic depressive sometimes, but I don't believe in such things as sicknesses, merely as life situations, and even though I think I might fit into the latter, I would never seek treatment. Should I even be worried?
First of all Nathan this is one of the most powerful comments i have had in my blog over the last two years .. i Feel there is something missing in your life ...are you fully satisfied with your Job ? Does doing what you do make you happy .... Will i am pretty religious yes but there are many around me who are agonistic but still pretty happy . If u hate religion you should not miss it ..
Look inside you and be true to yourself while seeking the answer of this question ....perhaps you will find the answer GOOD LUCK
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